Jeff ... Could you please send an inspirational message, or anything you care to write, to texblues99 @ hotmail.com - I want to use it/that/whatever I can in a song I am writing about your type of situation. Yes, I am serious. I've noticed a real compassion in your forum posts and I suspect you have a depth of understanding not easily found in this give-me-more world of ours. I would really appreciate it, thank you. I know you will return soon. Stand strong.
Take care of your voice buddy, you still have time. I don't know your situation but you have genuinely offered peace to me when the gates of hell was all you were getting.
You got my address, anyway I can help, let me know.
And just for the hell of it...QUIT STALKING ME DAMN YA!